| Life has gotten better..got a new man in my life and he is the sweetest. And you know what its funny how the ppl from high school that u only kinda knew you have gotten better. like Dan I've known since 9th grade and yet we never hung out. and than a couple weeks ago we started talking an he just asked me out this past Wednesday and it was perfect. lol so any way i love fire fighter class...OMG OMG yesterday was junior day( junior day is a day when all the juniors,younger fire fighter wanna bes ages like 11-sometimes 18, but mainly to 16, in carroll county have compatition against each other to prove which station is best) well any way yesterday was interesting. i was told instead of enjoying it and watching it, i was told to teach a class and than i had to be an EMT and go on the ambulance with taneytowns medic cause we had 2 patients. i treated one, and the other dude took care of the other one. so it was interesting. than the ambulance refused to bring me back to the training center, so a parent from taneytown had to bring me back..it sucked lol. but other than that i had a lot of fun. i realized i liked teaching the kids.
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| so i'm just sitting at my station waiting for the night to come and have some interesting stuff happen. if only something would happen in hampstead. like there are all these calls AROUND hampstead but not in hampstead. Life has been pretty blah lately. though it should get interesting starting september 2nd. i start fire fighter one...(which is just becoming a fire fighter) its something i've been encouraged to do. and for ya'll who think my heart wont be in i are completely wrong. i want to do this. its not for anyone else but me. i wish my love life would get better though..thats the worst thing. like idk..i just get so frustrated seeing everyone else so happy.. any way i went to the baseball game of my life on wensday. it was seats in a suite...OMG like seriously now. i love love love baseball games. thats all i'll let you know how things go. |
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| somethings aren't even worth my time. like guys who are complete idiots who dont realize how amazing some of us girls are. |
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| there isn't a day that goes by the i don't think about you an how much i miss you. and you know what it massively sucks and i hate myself for still loving you so much an wishing things were different. it kills me a little each day not having the happiness i use to have...
any way i had to get that out. i start fire fighter one class September and i'm massively excited. i just can't wait to prove everyone wrong that i can do this. cause the more ppl tell me i'm going to fail. the harder i work. it makes me smile know i can do this.
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| Just letting you know my dad got back from Greece the 13th cause he got kidney stones(oh no) but he's okay now. Though he got to Greece right on time because my pappou past away on the 7th. Thanks for everyone praying for our family. its been a tough month.
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